The person who occupies my mind 24/7 now.

I am a growed-up ass woman. Why am I so crazy about a man less than half my age? I can't begin to tell you how many hours a day I spend watching youtubes of David Cook, reading fanfics, yes, even slash, and downloading any little snippet of music I can from anywhere I can find it. I have a son OLDER than this guy. What the hell is wrong with my hormones? I'm clearly not in a rational frame of mind...but, I know I'm right. He's got to be the most adorable, talented, kind, funny, photogenic human being alive right now, because there are apparently around 50 million or so women who voted with me on three or four phones for this guy on that fateful night. Yeah...I'm pretty pissed that I'm not Kimberly Caldwell right now. God hates me.